problems

                   in early in the morning , my moms suddenly asked sort of things

         she said that she heard there's someone said that i had been PONTENG !

               HAHA ! u got to be kidding , guys i may seem happy or normal

           but the truth is im not , IM NOT HAVING A NORMAL LIFE NOW.

               hell on earth , why would they think that im that kind of girl ?

       im a human , i got my feeling and i know what im doing . im all grown up

        last night , i just cant stop my tears . i want him to know and understand .

                       that this is not what i want , far from that .

             ok what did my they expect from me ? did they want me ,

   go to school , back home at time and study 24/7 within without going out at all

     never have the phone , internet is for a good use only , no music ,

     no friends outting, no texting , no calling and i cant even stay at school !

  did they want that ? if they want to me to be a good girl . torturing is not the way 

          they break my heart to pieces , i shall die . can i go to hosp in anyway ?

                    that's the way they can see my pathetic face. hmmm .

       i just want my normal life backs , i hate these tears ! plisss , god help me

      i felt so different , the worlds seems weird and i cant wait for school .

               school helps me feel better in anyway . i love u school :)